Death Makes Angels Of Us All

fuck

Wed, 07 Feb 2007 17:15:04 GMT

I'm fucking pissed.

On a lighter note, I got to hang out with some dearly missed friends... which in the end got me bitched at.

Yeah... I'm not liking a lot of things right now.

Dum de dum

Sat, 20 Jan 2007 03:26:47 GMT

I wish I knew how to change the look of my LJ... meh computers are not my thing. I'm excited about finishing my Anthropology degree in Denver and picking up a Fine Arts (painting) degree also.

Listening to too much Pink Floyd... feel like I'm on painers.

Touchdown

Sun, 07 Jan 2007 08:44:29 GMT

back home again in Indiana... the asshole of the fucking US of gotdamn A!
classes start monday... all of them early.

I have very little tolerance for fucking redneck, diesel truck drivin, racist, homophobic hicks.

May can't come soon enough. Hello Denver.

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 02:57:09 GMT

Wine makes for a good flight, thanks NW for flying me first class.

In Fort Collins now.... ready to celebrate.

christfuck

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 00:33:05 GMT

I haven't posted anything in a long time... could that be because I have nothing meaningful to say?! It's nice to be away from Ball State and all the drunken moronic stunts of whoring college cunts, however, I miss going to class.

Flying to Denver on Saturday to stay with Vince for a week... and have a beer with Pig.

... wish I had a bottle of Jack.

smoke

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 21:52:51 GMT

I want to go to a festival... now the weather is getting chilly and there will be no more. I want to not shower for the weekend and listen to fucking amazing bands while drinking beer and eating shrooms with smelly tye-dye wearing hippies. Winter sucks.

Music

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 18:24:00 GMT

Trey(Anastasio) will be in Ohio this October... I feel complete.

borrowed music quiz

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 20:30:36 GMT

What was the last concert you attended?

Rusted Root

How many people were there?

Enough to fill the Vogue

What bands have you seen in concert the most, and how many times?

Jimmy Buffet
Nine Inch Nails
Better Than Ezra

Do you have any set lists? From what bands?

no

Are there any CDs in close proximity to you? Which ones?

A stack of Phish cds and some Marley

What band are you in the mood to see live right this second?
Phish, Rusted Root, Umphreys McGee

Have you ever been on a tour bus?

Nope.

Have you ever partied with a band?

umm yeah

How many countries have you been to concerts in?

US.

What bands did you see live the month of July?

None. RUsted in June

What CD are you addicted to at the moment?

Farmhouse, American Beauty, and some Umphreys cd.

Who is one band that you used to like, but now you can't stand?

probably some lame emo band.

Have you ever been on anyone's guest list?

Nope.

Last band person that you got a picture with?

none.

Do you consider yourself a groupie?

No.

If you were to name a boy and a girl after any band.... what would you name them?

Trey (Anastasio)

How old were you when you went to your first concert?

14

Who was it?

Jimmy Buffet

What bands haven't you seen yet that you want to see?

That don't exist anymore: Phish, Grateful Dead, Beatles
That exist: Trey Anastasio, Umphreys McGee, String Cheese Incident

Are you wearing a band shirt right now?

No.

What band do you own the most merch of?

Nine Inch Nails, Beatles

What song is on your myspace right now?

Tres Anastasio- Goodbye Head

Have you ever met that band?

I could only dream.

Do you ever do anything crazy at shows?

um... dance like a dirty hippy, nothing crazy.

What are your favorite venues to go to shows at?

anything outside. Festivals

What band do you have the most performance pictures of?

Beatles

Would you ever get a tattoo representing a band?

My stars kinda go along with a Phish song- Farmhouse. I love that song.

How many concerts do you average a year?

as many as possible.

Upcoming shows?

FUNK Fest in late August

List every band you've EVER seen live, no matter how obscure.

Nine Inch Nails
QOTSA
Zox
Rusted Root
Jimmy Buffet
Autolux
To Be Eaten
Saxon Shore
This Story
Sugar Ray
The Vents
Artificial Joy Club
Bloodhound Gang
Matchbox 20
Local H
Gravity Kills
Wilco
The Why Store
Better Than Ezra
Reel Big Fish
Tweezer
Rediculicious
Brazil
Malone

As of August 25-27:
Victor Wooten
Umphreys McGee
String Cheese Incident
HonkyTonk Homeslice
The Family Stone Experience
The Lee Boys
Groovatron
Assembly of Dust
Ray's Music Exchange
Cornmeal
Drop Q
Family Groove Company
Jassy Grazz
The Twin Cats
Max Allen Band
Percival Potts
Ernie Hendricks and the Make Believes
MoRockin'
Osmosis
Reverend Payton's Big Damn Band

the divided sky....

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 18:52:57 GMT

So Rusted Root was simply amazing. WOw... this is what concerts are all about. Fuck you NIN, your concert blew compared to this AND I got Jim's drum stick.
Hopefully I'll make it to funk fest because I would really like to see Umphreys.

Classes will be starting eventually. After realizing that an ART major probably wouldn't be a wise choice, I switched to Biology. (Zoology and Botany) what fun.

Andy- my tattoo= stars on my back (i will show you sometime)

Yacka yack

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 19:13:09 GMT

ok... maybe not so amazing. Men. I don't need them. I'm about to the point of just wanting to get laid, fuck having a bond with someone. Oh well.

Better yet: I am seeing Rusted Root this friday! Fucking A! That makes up for some of the bad deals I've been encountering.

Tattoo is healing swimmingly.

I start at Ball State in August. Art major. WooHoo.

I need a j.

so..yeah

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 19:06:55 GMT

date was awesome. he's a totally cool cat- hoping for another date soon.

Best news ever! I am transfering to BSU!!

8754987650967398

Sun, 28 May 2006 19:07:23 GMT

I wish I had some updates....but I don't. I really want to move out of this town, maybe to Muncie. Not that I really want to live in Muncie, but it is much more diverse and interactive than here... at least until I graduate. I am burnt out on this redneck bullshit... plus I might actually find someone (of the male species) that I could stand to spend time with.

I also hope Katie doesnt break up with Roy. She won't survive a week around if that happens. I'm not to keen on fighting. If it comes down to it, I'll protect my friends. I recommend Kat, Tasha and I all get an apt. in Funcie. I might actually get laid once in a while then.

I am in love with Damien Rice... especially Cannonball.

I'll have something more upbeat and intriguing later.

Love taught me to lie

Thu, 25 May 2006 19:23:13 GMT

It's been quite some time since I've updated this.... so... not much of anything is happening. Bordom. Well, I have a "liking" for someone... but it's obvious that nothing will come of it... as usual. Stranger things have happened.
I messaged Justin the other day... it was nice to hear from him. I miss hanging out with him.

Sundays are for driving...

Mon, 08 May 2006 04:46:30 GMT

Void

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 17:27:22 GMT

My head hurts as does my stomach.

Graduation is tomorrow- what a waste of a lovely day.

I am greatly looking forward to next Saturday's canoe trip. I am happiest on the river.

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 15:46:19 GMT

My car sucks. I just paid to get a tune-up...now I need an alternator. Ugh. I hope Jeff can put it in soon.

Shabang

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 00:04:05 GMT

I am sore, tired and bitchy... the lack of hydrocodone in my body angers me. On a more positive note, I went to the gym.. I needed to vent my anger somehow. I am up to going 3 times a week, and it shows. By summer my bod should be pretty rockin... not that anyone is going to see it.
I wish James would come home from Florida soon... I miss hanging out with him. Despite local gossip.... no, we have never fucker and we never will.
This town is one big rumor mill.
I need to clean and drink tea.

tomorrow

Tue, 11 Apr 2006 07:17:18 GMT

...yes...it should be nice.

I need days where I receive drugs. I suck. I know. Fuck off if you don't like it.

eh I have an addictive personality.

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 19:24:53 GMT

I really need to quit making out with people when I'm drunk.

Fri, 07 Apr 2006 04:28:49 GMT

Some time ago I found out Travis was trying to be a player...trying to get with Katie and me. Yeah, he got told off and I did see photos of his wanker... small!
Anywho, katie and I were out and I ran into Jeff... we went to school together, I always thought he was adorable, but he was a freshman and I was a senior. (funny thing..I still have his pimp picture he drew for me in forth hour) so we have been hanging out, it's great. He wants to date me... so I am going to give him a chance. I was hesitant because he was in a lot of trouble when he was younger- bangin drugs, selling them and prison. He seems to be over that and on the right path, he has a long way to go but I won't hold it against him. I enjoy being with him and he is honest and gunuine. (travis was just a snake in the grass) Jeff is honest about his fuck ups. He has been at my house the past 4 nights (Katie 3 of those) but not tonight so I will be sleeping alone...suck.
This is weird... he is the first guy that actually wants a relationship.. not just sex... so I am taking this as a sign. I know my family won't approve, but fuck it... what do they know. They are all alone.

Sex... best I have ever had.

HAHA my buddy Roy(Jack Osbourne lookin mother fucker)lost his virginity on my floor... next to my bed where I was sleeping! Him and Katie got it on... poor girl was drunk and it was dark.

Tomorrow will suck if I can't find any pills.... first day off in 10 days.

lovely

Tue, 04 Apr 2006 06:47:28 GMT

Wow... the sex was amazing.

booo

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 14:53:53 GMT

:: how nintendo are you? ::

I played the shit outta Pokemon on my GB color.

ehhh.... I'm going back to bed.

To the boy.

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 20:52:08 GMT

His eyes are that of an ocean, true and blue

Always have I feared the water

...yet I believe I'd like to tempt the tides

and drown myself within him.

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 19:32:56 GMT

wow... I didnt sleep last night and had to be at work at 6am. Brandon had to work with me so we were both going with out sleep and working on sobering up. I really wish I knew why this thing with Travis... is sooo fucking weird and emotional.

Saturday night. Intense. I am soooo confused. I don't know how I could possibly feel the way I do. Maybe I'm losing it, but I have never felt like this before. I don't even know what it is I'm feeling, but it's overwhelming.

home again

Sat, 25 Mar 2006 20:15:08 GMT

I feel like I haven't been home forever... just sporadically.
Anywho, Travis and I saw Memoirs of a Geisha... awesome movie. I only wish I had read the book first, it's been collecting dust on my shelf.
Also: I had stake... rare. Damn I love my meat, funny considering I was a vegetarian for so long.
Weird thing: I cried in front of Travis. *stupid, emotional girl falling for guy feelings* I never cry in front of people...ever. This time it actually felt ok, he's easy to talk to. Yay, less weight on my shoulders.

I have to be at work at 6 am ..suck... I'm going to be with Brandon all day. I can hear it now "have you fucked my brother yet?" no dear, I guess I haven't.

Since I'm home I might as well get my homework done. Within the next few weeks I am going to speak with a BSU counselor. I really close to transferring and switching majors.