I'm fucking pissed.

On a lighter note, I got to hang out with some dearly missed friends... which in the end got me bitched at.

Yeah... I'm not liking a lot of things right now.

I wish I knew how to change the look of my LJ... meh computers are not my thing. I'm excited about finishing my Anthropology degree in Denver and picking up a Fine Arts (painting) degree also.

Listening to too much Pink Floyd... feel like I'm on painers.

back home again in Indiana... the asshole of the fucking US of gotdamn A!
classes start monday... all of them early.

I have very little tolerance for fucking redneck, diesel truck drivin, racist, homophobic hicks.

May can't come soon enough. Hello Denver.

Wine makes for a good flight, thanks NW for flying me first class.

In Fort Collins now.... ready to celebrate.

I haven't posted anything in a long time... could that be because I have nothing meaningful to say?! It's nice to be away from Ball State and all the drunken moronic stunts of whoring college cunts, however, I miss going to class.

Flying to Denver on Saturday to stay with Vince for a week... and have a beer with Pig.

... wish I had a bottle of Jack.

I want to go to a festival... now the weather is getting chilly and there will be no more. I want to not shower for the weekend and listen to fucking amazing bands while drinking beer and eating shrooms with smelly tye-dye wearing hippies. Winter sucks.

Trey(Anastasio) will be in Ohio this October... I feel complete.

So Rusted Root was simply amazing. WOw... this is what concerts are all about. Fuck you NIN, your concert blew compared to this AND I got Jim's drum stick.
Hopefully I'll make it to funk fest because I would really like to see Umphreys.

Classes will be starting eventually. After realizing that an ART major probably wouldn't be a wise choice, I switched to Biology. (Zoology and Botany) what fun.

Andy- my tattoo= stars on my back (i will show you sometime)

ok... maybe not so amazing. Men. I don't need them. I'm about to the point of just wanting to get laid, fuck having a bond with someone. Oh well.

Better yet: I am seeing Rusted Root this friday! Fucking A! That makes up for some of the bad deals I've been encountering.

Tattoo is healing swimmingly.

I start at Ball State in August. Art major. WooHoo.

I need a j.

date was awesome. he's a totally cool cat- hoping for another date soon.

Best news ever! I am transfering to BSU!!

I wish I had some updates....but I don't. I really want to move out of this town, maybe to Muncie. Not that I really want to live in Muncie, but it is much more diverse and interactive than here... at least until I graduate. I am burnt out on this redneck bullshit... plus I might actually find someone (of the male species) that I could stand to spend time with.

I also hope Katie doesnt break up with Roy. She won't survive a week around if that happens. I'm not to keen on fighting. If it comes down to it, I'll protect my friends. I recommend Kat, Tasha and I all get an apt. in Funcie. I might actually get laid once in a while then.

I am in love with Damien Rice... especially Cannonball.

I'll have something more upbeat and intriguing later.

It's been quite some time since I've updated this.... so... not much of anything is happening. Bordom. Well, I have a "liking" for someone... but it's obvious that nothing will come of it... as usual. Stranger things have happened.
I messaged Justin the other day... it was nice to hear from him. I miss hanging out with him.

My head hurts as does my stomach.

Graduation is tomorrow- what a waste of a lovely day.

I am greatly looking forward to next Saturday's canoe trip. I am happiest on the river.

My car sucks. I just paid to get a tune-up...now I need an alternator. Ugh. I hope Jeff can put it in soon.

I am sore, tired and bitchy... the lack of hydrocodone in my body angers me. On a more positive note, I went to the gym.. I needed to vent my anger somehow. I am up to going 3 times a week, and it shows. By summer my bod should be pretty rockin... not that anyone is going to see it.
I wish James would come home from Florida soon... I miss hanging out with him. Despite local gossip.... no, we have never fucker and we never will.
This town is one big rumor mill.
I need to clean and drink tea.

...yes...it should be nice.


I need days where I receive drugs. I suck. I know. Fuck off if you don't like it.

eh I have an addictive personality.

I really need to quit making out with people when I'm drunk.

Some time ago I found out Travis was trying to be a player...trying to get with Katie and me. Yeah, he got told off and I did see photos of his wanker... small!
Anywho, katie and I were out and I ran into Jeff... we went to school together, I always thought he was adorable, but he was a freshman and I was a senior. (funny thing..I still have his pimp picture he drew for me in forth hour) so we have been hanging out, it's great. He wants to date me... so I am going to give him a chance. I was hesitant because he was in a lot of trouble when he was younger- bangin drugs, selling them and prison. He seems to be over that and on the right path, he has a long way to go but I won't hold it against him. I enjoy being with him and he is honest and gunuine. (travis was just a snake in the grass) Jeff is honest about his fuck ups. He has been at my house the past 4 nights (Katie 3 of those) but not tonight so I will be sleeping alone...suck.
This is weird... he is the first guy that actually wants a relationship.. not just sex... so I am taking this as a sign. I know my family won't approve, but fuck it... what do they know. They are all alone.

Sex... best I have ever had.

HAHA my buddy Roy(Jack Osbourne lookin mother fucker)lost his virginity on my floor... next to my bed where I was sleeping! Him and Katie got it on... poor girl was drunk and it was dark.

Tomorrow will suck if I can't find any pills.... first day off in 10 days.